errors in judgment

most days i manage not to hurt myself...some days i make huge errors in judgment...like today for instance. i was tired of waiting for the copy machine to finish up so i decided to pass the time by balancing on a basketball. for a brief seconds i stood a whole foot taller until i lost my balance and my legs flew out from under me. that was a stupid decision and i don't know what made me want to get on it in the first place. laying there on the floor for a minute, i thought i had broken my arm. i felt like an idiot. i was just glad no one was there to see it.

i guess i manage to make questionable decisions on a daily basis-be it something i shouldn't say or being critical. and when i mess up or fall down, it seems i fall harder and faster than the time before. sometimes people aren't around to catch my screw ups, but i'm glad when they do see me for what i really am. i'm human and i shouldn't try to be something i'm not. the fact of the matter is i spaz out atleast 4 times a day...and thankfully i'll have the bruises to remind me of that for the next week or so. with that said, here's to making better decisions for tomorrow and a good nights sleep...i don't think i can lay on my left side.